Nerves of Steel

It's two weeks and two days past IUI and we still haven't tested. We decided to sit back and just do it the old fashioned way - wait. I feel like we're just postponing the inevitable - just delaying bad news. That's my negative Nelly creeping in, or "hoping for the best, but preparing for the worst."

We may wait a few more days, or just do it. It's definitely time. Whatever the test says, that's probably what it is. Arg! It's like opening that letter from your college of choice - did you get in, or didn't you? Does it say, "welcome, you're a parent!" Or, does it say, "not quite yet, try again."

Brian has been so supportive. I think he really understands how much this tears me up inside. I'm thankful for his patience. Who else would deal with the crazy mood swings and sudden outbursts of tears?